Lost

Honestly I dont know what the heck is going on with me. Nor do I know what I am thinking.

I am fighting for a particular cause once in a while and this cause seems to be so close yet estranged. The group in here treat me in quite a mean manner yet I am being so kind to them.

Theres an important event coming up but I wonder if I should let you all know. Well, provided you even knew about this site.

Am I estranging myself?

Am I being too altruistic for this cause that I am jeopardising my own future?

What on earth?

still underachieving