Clearing the air

I've talked to my friends about it. OK only some of them actually. But I think it's convincing enough.

OK if any of you guys are actually that naive to think that I don't like anyone or that sort, you're grossly mistaken.

Fact is yes, I do, like someone. And chances are, you know who already.

But I think there's just so much at stake. My commitments to Band and class and all, for one. And this, for Chrissake, is THE A Level year. The hardest papers. Ever. 8 years of studying in Singapore comes down to this.

Then there's always the chance that if I screw up, (which I never fail at), it's gonna get all sour and messy with everyone. And given that well, it's a small world after all, the mess just becomes even messier.

And lastly, I'm not financially prudent enough to manage even my own expenses, let alone spend even more with others. Yes stimulating the economy is important in times of financial turmoil, but I need my own bailout first.

So I'll not make a move about asking her out and whatnot. Maybe I'm just not ready yet. Or just, not 'brave' enough. Or whatever you call it. Sorry to those friends who hoped I do so.

Trust me to take a day to figure this out.

OK now that I've cleared this relationship thing, I'm off to Hobsbawm.

Steel yourself.